I know that this LJ was short lived, but if anything, it chronicled the most awkward moments of my life and i kind of want to leave it at that, SO, starting in 2009 i will be using: likeourghosts
in this new journal, such as in my life, i hope to move into a more positive direction and steer clear of the mishaps like those described here.
i have this incredible work provokin, nauseating HEADACHE. it is so fucking intense. i hate hate hate exam week. and i am studying for my hardest exam and have to write a paper by 1 tomorrow. WHY??/////
Sexual violence is serious fucking business and it should be in everyone's utmost interest to believe someone who has experienced it. It's hard to admit that someone you are friends with could be a perpetrator, but it happens. do not "blacklist" victims because you feel entitled to make shallow judgements on their sexual behavior. because you find the way they chose to express their sexuality so OFFENSIVE to you that you can't wrap your fickle brains around the fact that even people who have active sex lives, can actually be raped.
i met a generation that had lost their only friends, to a suicidal culture that had forced them to pretend, that the fuse that grew inside wasn't ready to ignite, but kids will play with fire and we lit up the fucking night.
I GOT AN APARTMENT!!! took long enough. it's 2000 floyd (corner of floyd and meadow) it's like a block from jeff and maggie's and it's got cute windows, i am extremely pumped.
UGH I'M SO CRAMPY AND I HATE MY UTERUS. AND I HATE PEOPLE WHO RENT APARTMENTS. they always lie to you and say "sure go see it" and then it's usually already taken. QUIT PLAYING GAMES WITH MY HEART.